I get it now.
To live a dream-like life (as yesterday seemed to be), I must dream a lifelike dream. What, then, am I to infer from last night’s dream, where I was sleeping in a cabin near a lake:
I had stumbled onto a platform near the woods that was build into a tree and from which I could see over the lake and the distance trees that had previously hid the horizon. I found it as the sun set and the sky dazzled in pink and blue. I treated the discovery of this platform like a hidden treasure and told no one.
The next day I trekked through the valley with mountains rising all around me. That’s when I saw an old, large, burnt railroad cart full of dark burnt coal that you could tell were once smoldering and billowing a black silty smoke. It was on a track that was nearly reclaimed by the wild grass. I tried to trace the tracks, they vanished in the one direction, about 10 feet from where I now stood and went on for a distance in the other direction. So I followed the longer tracks, toward what I assumed were their origin, down into a lower valley, where another cart rested on the track, burnt to a crisp. I followed the track blindly till I could see the entrance of the mine, and that’s when the hairs on my neck leaped from my skin.
I tried to turn away, momentarily losing my balance as the incline fought against me; for a second, I felt like I was being pulled into the mine. I regained my composure and took out my camera to take a picture. I was certain that no one knew about this mine, and that something horrible had happened in the past, and until now, no one had stumbled on this scene. As I tried to take a picture, my camera fizzed and the auto-focusing mechanism grinded in a failed attempt to focus. I thumped it against my thigh, tried again but got the same resistance. Something was afoot now I wasn’t sure I wanted to know any more about it. I turned back and ascended back towards the cabin.
I was leaving the cabin the next night. So I sketched out a rough treasure map to my prized found platform. On the map I crosshatched the region where the mine was and marked in capital letters: “STAY AWAY”. I stuffed the map into an empty altoids can and hid it on a beam near the ceiling. I was not sure whom I wanted to find this treasure map. I knew if they found it they might be tempted by the “STAY AWAY” region, and I think that is what I intended. The couple who had the cabin after me showed up early the next day, I invited them into the cabin and let them unpack their gear. As I left, I told them that the cabin was laden with treasure and led the husband’s eyes with my own eyes toward the beam.
I think today will be mediocre, at best. Into the doldrums I charge!













