By RUDY!

Comet Bird
(from an ink smudge)
I remember when I used to go birding all the time. A flash of a few colors and maybe a sound were enough for me to make a positive id. And others would bird around me because they knew my sight was the sharpest and my attention to the slightest movement second to none. And the active hunt for birds, like sliding down a steep and muddy hills, wading through marshes, lying in wait while bugs crawl all over my steadied hand. Now, I have difficulty determining some of the simplest birds on an afternoon walk.
There was a corresponding decline in my familiarity with the night sky. How many times has Sirius duped me into thinking it was Jupiter? Sirius, seriously.
Stars and birds. That was what I was all about for a significant portion of my early adulthood. I still recall receiving my first pair of binoculars on one Christmas eve, I think it was 1998. I ran out in my PJs, binoculars in hand, and gazed up at the cold night sky. Just thinking about it now, I can feel the crisp cold air on my bare cheeks, the midnight blue glow of the Texas night sky, the cold concrete making itself known to my thinly-socked feet.
I trained my new binoculars on the Orion Nebula, the Pleiades Star Cluster, and Saturn. A few years later, the very same binoculars would be trained upon Vermillion Flycatchers, Green Kingfishers, and Golden-Cheeked Warblers as I birded all about Texas. It was the best Christmas present I’d ever received. I often joked about how astronomy easily transitioned into birding because I was already looking up. Its more true than I realized.
I guess my binoculars are now comprised two X-ray satellite observatories floating somewhere out in space, the ones that I use extensively in my research, my X-ray eyes. But down here, on the Earth, so far removed from the act of observing, I feel a great detachment. I crave the active hunt, the whim of a new unscheduled pointing, the cold night air or the rare bird.
Instead, I only get pixels, lots and lots of pixels, and the interpretation of said pixels, interpretations into uncharted territory, that is, there are no clear-cut identifications to make, I am now responsible for the actual definition and classification. Advancement? Progress?